[That what? That words spoken out of rage would cause something like this?]
[Nothing he could say now would ever be enough. Because...deep down, there was a bitter and dark part of him left faintly pleased that Saber's Master hadn't gotten the Holy Grail. It was horrible and wrong, Lancer knew that...but he felt it regardless.]
[Despite the fact that he had cursed and despised everyone in those final moments, Lancer realized now that he had spoken out of anger and resentment. If absolutely nothing else...he hadn't wanted to hurt Saber like this.]
...I'm sorry. [No apology would ever make up for this, no matter how shaken and distressed he sounded. If the corruption of the Grail itself had been his fault...then Diarmuid Ua Duibhne would simply no longer be able to live with himself.]
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[That what? That words spoken out of rage would cause something like this?]
[Nothing he could say now would ever be enough. Because...deep down, there was a bitter and dark part of him left faintly pleased that Saber's Master hadn't gotten the Holy Grail. It was horrible and wrong, Lancer knew that...but he felt it regardless.]
[Despite the fact that he had cursed and despised everyone in those final moments, Lancer realized now that he had spoken out of anger and resentment. If absolutely nothing else...he hadn't wanted to hurt Saber like this.]
...I'm sorry. [No apology would ever make up for this, no matter how shaken and distressed he sounded. If the corruption of the Grail itself had been his fault...then Diarmuid Ua Duibhne would simply no longer be able to live with himself.]