[He refused to look directly at her, though the sudden contact had admittedly been a surprise.]
I..how can you...after everything I said, how can you say I'm truly blameless here--?!
[If he compared the pain of his own lance with how he felt at that moment, Diarmuid would have chosen the blade that took his life without hesitation.]
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I..how can you...after everything I said, how can you say I'm truly blameless here--?!
[If he compared the pain of his own lance with how he felt at that moment, Diarmuid would have chosen the blade that took his life without hesitation.]