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[Those familiar with the Fatal Frame games who play them in Prospero should recognize this face.

It is the face of a young girl huddled in the corner of a dark building with the phone clutched in her hand.

Around her, there are some broken doll arms, as well as a few said, dolls scattered around her body with blood smeared on some.

She doesn't know where she is, much less realizes that she's no longer on the island. If anything, a faint sniffle can be heard from the girl.

She's in a bit of a shock.]

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I never had a roommate before. The doctors said I was too dangerous to have one.

[This. This is going to be a new experience. ;; And he didn't seem to mind the fact that she was breaking dolls or looked broken...]

I lack empathy and break things because they're ugly. So they don't want me around anyone.

...That's retarded. How are you supposed to learn empathy, learn anything about people, if you're not around them?

[Once they get to the lobby, he'll kneel down and put his hands on her shoulders.]

Look, kid. As far as I can see, you're just someone who's got a lot to learn about yourself and other people. It's not impossible. Just hard. I'll do my best to help you if you'll do your best to try. Alright?

I destroyed everything. They said it helped with my syndrome.

[Being in Prospero... She didn't feel the effects of it much right now. Which was odd for her. She seemed to be acting like a normal human being, but who knows how long that'd last her. It scared her, if anything. Until Kanda's comfort reached her hand, and she found herself cracking a bit of a broken smile.

She wasn't very good with genuine smiles, because most of her smiles had been caused by sadism.]

... You're not an ugly person. Thank you.

Whatever syndrome it was... it won't bother you here.

[He'll do his best to help her learn to smile properly again. Because something about that broken look in her expression and eyes reminds him so much of himself... of someone from so long ago.]

...Hn. Come on, I'll show you where I live. You can decide if you want your own room or if you wanna stay with us then.

Okay... I trust you.

[Words that are hard for her to mutter in general. The fact that she said it surprised the hell out of her.]

"Us"?

Yeah, my roommate and I.

[He's going to papa bear her forever. No boyfriends til college.]

Told you I have one. Don't worry. He's a stupid beansprout, but he's nice. Just stupid.

Is he ugly? [Ayako will often ask this question until she is fully rehabilitated. She is feeling a bit better already though, just by being here.]

[He's kind of figured out that by "ugly", she means ugly on the inside.]

...No. Just a moron.

... Okay.

[All the cars, all the people surrounding them -- She didn't like it. There were way too many people, and she was beginning to sink into Kanda's clothing to hide herself from the crowd and loud noises.]

[Kanda kneels down and picks her up, easy as if she were light as a feather. You're safe, kiddo.]

Come on. It's quieter at "home."

[He'll carry her back if she doesn't argue. :|a]

[You know, she'd be slightly surprised right now if she wasn't so used to the other You back home doing that to her. So, if anything, she looks kind of happy, since it brings back nostalgia.]

Is the city always this busy? [She kind of lived in a small island, so. This place was huge. ... AND FULL OF MODERN DAY TECHNOLOGY

MUST TOUCH AND BREAK EVERYTHING]

Sometimes busier. Yeah.

[L-lmao oh goodie. Housebreaking rules will be added to the list.]

Not used to it, huh?

No. I lived on a small island, so there weren't a lot of people...

[Time to enforce all the rules on Ayako, because there were no rules for her.] It's not like I was able to leave my room either.

Hmph. Well. If you wanna leave, just let me know, alright? City's not safe for a kid by herself, but we'll go wherever.

... Really?

I said it's alright, so it's alright.

...

[Looking down, she can't help but ask...] Why are you being so nice to me?

...Because.

[He hesitates, then decides on the truth.]

You remind me of someone I knew, long ago... he and I were stuck in a science lab, with no one but scientists allowed near us. I couldn't help him. But I can help you.

[Definitely sounded familiar. A familiar situation back home -- Which quite frankly, she didn't want to go back to. Not with what was happening there and also the fact she'd be locked in that damn room again.]

You're a kind person. [It was rare for Ayako to really compliment someone when she knew they weren't being genuine. But Kanda -- She felt like Kanda was being genuine about it. Which made her broken smile appear again, because she really didn't know what else to show. It was hard for her to show anything else, because she was just.

Felt like she couldn't express anything.] I don't think I deserve it.

[Now that she does look back and look at all the things she did... Did she really deserve him being so nice to her?]

Edited 2012-02-01 07:09 (UTC)

It's not a matter of "deserving" or "not deserving". You're just a kid-- if you've made mistakes before, no matter how bad, there's always time to learn from them, and make up for them.

[Just a kid... Huh. She never really thought of herself that way.]

... [Biting down on her lip. She felt a foreign emotion popping up again and didn't know how to handle it really well, much less in front of Kanda.]

I just want to be whole again...

Hn. Then we'll work on that. There's time.

I can't go home, right?

We're looking for a way back. Just haven't found it yet.

...

Do you want to go back home? [Curious is all.]

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