Lancer || Diarmuid Ua Duibhne (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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tvk2012-04-21 12:30 pm
croibhristeoir) wrote in tvk2012-04-21 12:30 pm
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[So she was gone. Or at least, Diarmuid couldn't find her. If she was dead...shouldn't she have come back by now? How long had it been? He honestly didn't know, but he knew it hurt terribly.]
[He was lonely. No, maybe he'd always been lonely to some extent, since his summoning or even well before that. And the only one who could ever relieve that pain was one who understood him, one who believed in the same ideals he did and fought with him as though they were but one individual. Though he had put aside his emotional attachment to Arturia, 'Lancer' could not deny his connection with 'Saber' and would never try. Without her now...there was a distinct empty sensation within him now, like his heart had suddenly disappeared from his chest.]
[Diarmuid could be found lingering around various places in Prospero that day--the bookstore, the park, the hotel and everywhere in between--and though he did his best to conceal it the lingering sense of unhappiness was clear in every inch of his demeanor.]
[He was lonely. No, maybe he'd always been lonely to some extent, since his summoning or even well before that. And the only one who could ever relieve that pain was one who understood him, one who believed in the same ideals he did and fought with him as though they were but one individual. Though he had put aside his emotional attachment to Arturia, 'Lancer' could not deny his connection with 'Saber' and would never try. Without her now...there was a distinct empty sensation within him now, like his heart had suddenly disappeared from his chest.]
[Diarmuid could be found lingering around various places in Prospero that day--the bookstore, the park, the hotel and everywhere in between--and though he did his best to conceal it the lingering sense of unhappiness was clear in every inch of his demeanor.]
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Twice now I have died needlessly, lamenting and cursing my fate. If I could but once have an ending that could benefit and protect those I care for, then that is all I could ask. Especially since I know without any doubt Arturia would risk herself for me were she standing here in my place.
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(There's no point in saying things like "Don't speak in such a way", is there? It would be selfish of me in any case.
He reminds me far too much of a cross between...)
...I understand.
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(To give one life for a hundred is an everyday thing for a knight. I only wish, in my selfishness, that it weren't Diarmuid's that were put at risk. And yet, would I regard him so highly if he weren't a man of this nature?)
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