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Lancer || Diarmuid Ua Duibhne ([personal profile] croibhristeoir) wrote in [community profile] tvk2011-09-21 11:27 pm

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[Lancer didn't appear on the network himself today. Whether out of shame or cowardice, he didn't know. But today, he simply couldn't show his face. The message he sent out was short and directly to the point.]

I seem to have something of a problem today.

I would like to ask for advice, if I could. Could anyone listen for a minute?

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
Are you sure you lost the curse, Lancer?

[ She's standing awfully close to him with a hint of something deeper in her eyes. ]

I know.. that I have lost my magic resistance along with my ability to be a Servant, but something as unique as this [ Fingers tensing along his face. ] surely cannot be removed.

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
No.

[ It's only when her hand begins to tremble does she pull away from him, gripping her arm with the other. It all made sense to her in her mind - she saw the mark before when she was a Servant. Back then, she had her high magic resistance to prevent it's spell.

Even without the curse remaining, it was already embedded within her mind. There's just a lack of willpower to keep herself from succumbing to it. The absence of her strong magical resistance only made her fall into this curse's trap. It has nothing to do with all they've been through and how much they rely on each other nope NASU GIRLS DON'T HAVE LOGIC. ]


She is not the only one, Lancer.

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Please do not loathe me for this affliction.

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps the mental hold it has is much stronger than you thought. Have you ever left a woman's side and she simply got over it? That she was able to view you in a different light when you returned? There is no other explanation for it, Lancer.

[ No other explanation as to why she would briefly consider betraying Shirou, the man she was in love with. ]

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
Who says it was sudden? Did I not seek you first when I was injured? A potential enemy and yet it was your side I laid beside in my most vulnerable moment!

[ Cause really what is this? ]

There is no other explanation for it, Lancer.

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-26 06:45 am (UTC)(link)
There is no one I trust greater than my knights. You may not belong to me, but I would enlist you within a beat of my heart if permitted.

... So yes, I do trust you and believe it to be of my own free will.

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-27 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even if relief was granted to him, there was hardly a trace of it on her mind. No, she was stunted in a way she'll never be able to tell him. ]

Right. Is that all we needed to discuss then?

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-27 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
... there was not. Until next we meet, Lancer.

[ Forcing herself to move towards the door of his room. ]

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[personal profile] ex_cashcow493 2011-09-27 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ Without another word she leaves. After all, she does have to go get overwhelmed that night since she's working alone. ]