want_a_vacation: (Facepalm)
Allen Ridgeley ([personal profile] want_a_vacation) wrote in [community profile] tvk2012-05-03 12:07 am

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*It's the middle of the night, a good bit after Dark Hour, but Allen isn't asleep. His phone is recording him sitting at his desk, the glow of both his heavily modified desktop computer and a futuristic holographic screen providing most of the lighting. But even in the low light, it's easy to tell that something's eating at him.*

What the hell did I even mention that out loud for? As if the dreams weren't bad enough already...it's almost like I wasn't even thinking before I spoke up.

*He shakes his head and shuts down the holoscreen before grabbing a pot of coffee off of his desk and topping off a mug of the stuff.*

But why that, of all things? Dammit, this is just what I need...

*He rubs his forehead, then starts emptying packets of sugar into the coffee as the phone flicks off.*
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[personal profile] namedforcat 2012-05-03 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
It does. But anyways...as soon as everything calms down, maybe you should talk to professional. I can sympathize but...
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[personal profile] namedforcat 2012-05-05 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
I meant in general. You're probably dealing with this by yourself at home too aren't you.

I almost wonder if one of our fellow captives may have some training in that area, I wouldn't put it past this place.

Allen, I want to help you, but anything I say will come from a very skewed source on the matter. To be honest, I think I would make it worse.
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[personal profile] namedforcat 2012-05-05 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes a stranger is easier to talk to then a friend, but I do understand how you feel there. [This was one of the reasons that he and Jr. had probably never gone to talk to anyone either.]

What I will say is that having killed someone doesn't make you a bad person, not in the slightest.
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[personal profile] namedforcat 2012-05-05 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. If I can tell you no more, then at least let that sink in.