Saori Nakagawa (
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tvk2012-09-24 09:30 am
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38: Can't save everyone [Video]
[The feed starts with Saori in the upstairs base in her shop just at the end of the Dark Hour. She's sitting on the floor and her eyes are bloodshot but not from a battle. Her voice is hoarse. ]
I'm sorry.
I-I didn't get to Issei in time. I know saying apologizing like this isn't going to change things and he will come back but...
He died last night from his wounds. My healing spells weren't enough. I couldn't save him...
The shop is going to be closed today. I'm sorry for the sudden decision. And for now I want everyone to have someone with them if they do want to go to the Dark Hour. We can't afford to lose any more people.
... I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I-I didn't get to Issei in time. I know saying apologizing like this isn't going to change things and he will come back but...
He died last night from his wounds. My healing spells weren't enough. I couldn't save him...
The shop is going to be closed today. I'm sorry for the sudden decision. And for now I want everyone to have someone with them if they do want to go to the Dark Hour. We can't afford to lose any more people.
... I'm sorry.

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You shouldn't be by yourself either right now.
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[She drops the phone and lies down on the floor, the fatigue and trauma sinking in. Why did Issei have to be the same age as her own brother she lost?]
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Saori?
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oh no! Hope she isn't sick tomorrowBoy is he relieved to find out that she's just asleep and not like, passed out due to other things.]Hey...Saori. [He'll just nudge her gently] You shouldn't sleep on the floor.
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H-how long was I...?
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You need to go to bed, and properly this time.
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Y-yeah...I have to get ready for the impostor I need to deal with sooner or later. Looks like I'll have to cut back on the shop hours for a bit until they're all gone.
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[He is firm on this point.]
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Well, um, yes, I was planning on sleeping some time along the line.
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If you say so...alright. We should get going then.
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Alright. Come on then. You're getting something to eat once we get there too. I don't want to know what all this stress has done to your blood pressure and sugar.
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Sure. It feels so odd being the nursed one for once.
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I bet it does. But get used to it.[And just herding her back to the hotel now.]
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[Diarmuid looked pale and exhausted--blood loss tended to do that to people.]
[But more than that he looked legitimately angry, something that was still incredibly rare for him.]
I'm sorry. I can't promise that.
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No, don't be stupid. We don't even know for sure if the person who attacked Issei is actually that person. I feel like we need to find out the truth before we jump into something this reckless.
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[She shuts off the video as she goes through her contacts list. That's odd... She turns the video back on.]
Diarmuid, his name isn't in our contact list. So that would mean that Oscar you met might not be the real deal.
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I don't know how, but...whatever happened to Issei must have been something similar.
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That means... There's a shadow out there who might look like... I'll have to go out and find them tomorrow.
[She frowns at the thought of meeting that shadow imposter. When she had her powers, she was equal in strength to her husband. That wasn't the case here though.]
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You should get some rest too. You look like you're about to faint.
[She laughs weakly because who thought spamming healing spells tire out yourself. .]
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*The truth is, he's kind of shaken by Issei's death too. He respected the guy, and truth be told, he's a bit soft to completely brush off the death of allies he knows personally. But he's also stubborn enough to be able to hide it unless you know him well.*
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[Even after losing her father, brother and who knows how many souls that died while she was on the job, losing someone here still managed to hit home sometimes.]
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*Which means go to bed instead of sitting there crying and apologizing.*
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Is someone with you?
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[There there, Saori.]
I'll try to get out there some more. If I can find the weaknesses of these Shadows, it might help.
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[She grits her teeth but sigh.]
Be sure someone is out there with you. Promise me that at least. Last thing I want to see is you getting killed too. I know from experience death isn't permanent but it's never easy.
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[Her voice becomes flat.] Frankly, I don't think I could just limit myself to one bullet the next time.
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I'm pretty sure they'll leave you alone for sure. Of course, you can call me if you need back up.
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I'll make sure to! And you promise to be careful, too, okay?
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Y-yeah same here.
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