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tvk2011-10-14 01:32 pm
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ITP: Despair
[Voice]
[There's a voice from the phone coming, and the voice sounds as if the owner had been trying to swallow down his tears and desperation before speaking, lacking any of its usually calm composure in doing idiotic things.]
To those who knew Issei.
[There's a small sob.]
He's dead.
[Action]
[You can see a despairing Shirou just sitting on a bench, his eyes looking quite dead.
If there's anything he learned in this world, there's only one thing.
He can't save anyone.
Therefore his ideals could not be realized.
This in itself is such a massive blow that it shattered the facade Shirou Emiya had been wearing ever since Kiritsugu passed away.
Perhaps you should approach him before he does anything too drastic.]
[There's a voice from the phone coming, and the voice sounds as if the owner had been trying to swallow down his tears and desperation before speaking, lacking any of its usually calm composure in doing idiotic things.]
To those who knew Issei.
[There's a small sob.]
He's dead.
[Action]
[You can see a despairing Shirou just sitting on a bench, his eyes looking quite dead.
If there's anything he learned in this world, there's only one thing.
He can't save anyone.
Therefore his ideals could not be realized.
This in itself is such a massive blow that it shattered the facade Shirou Emiya had been wearing ever since Kiritsugu passed away.
Perhaps you should approach him before he does anything too drastic.]
[Action]
[Stated, not asked. He's seen that look a hundred times before.]
[Action]
[...still blaming himself.]
[Action]
[Harsh tone, brotha.]
Blaming yourself isn't going to do any good. If you must place blame, put it on his killers, put it on those that dragged us here. Blaming yourself does nothing but weaken your resolve.
[Action]
[...there's some silence.]
You may have a point there.
[Action]
[He might sound a bit arrogant there-- but as an Exorcist, he's learned these things first hand.]
Blame doesn't really help anyone. It's fine to be upset over a comrade's passing-- but blaming yourself for being in this situation doesn't do any good. It's just finger-pointing, and doesn't get anything done.