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tvk2011-11-18 09:19 pm
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07 [Video + Action during the Dark Hour]
[Video]
[The feed flickers to an knocked out Saori lying down on a street, who looks rather beaten up with a bruise here and there. Strangely enough, the voice that comes on that sounds like her.]
Oh my. I was never really much of a fighter until I came here. Not to mention I've been so hesitant about fighting again. It's pathetic really. Looks like curiosity about these 'duplicate shadows' got the best of me. Oh don't worry, I wouldn't kill myself just yet. At least not until you admits I'm around.
[At the moment, the normal Saori cough and stirs awake. The phone's put down somewhere so now the Shadow that was holding it is right in standing front of her.]
W-what are you talking about?
You know very well what I mean. You are me after all. You're hesitant about things and always give up any chance of happiness for yourself. But for what? So you could be that saintly motherly person people could rely on? Fulfill obligations to your family? Like back in college when you studied abroad and your boyfriend proposed to you. You turned it down and you saw just how crushed he was.
I wasn't ready for such a heavy commitment and--
And you'll never be ready if you keep shooting down the opportunities that come to you! Hell, you won't even try to confessing your feeling to that guy!
S-shut up. You know nothing about me.
[At this point, Shadow Saori yanks her up and slams her into a wall before she could even summon her Persona for an attack. Just then, the feed cuts off.]
[Action, immediately after the video.]
Stop kidding yourself, Saori Nakagawa. It's time you admit to yourself that you can't always be the one everyone can rely on. You can't even save yourself, for crike's sake.
[The Shadow drops Saori, leaving her to slump against the wall and walks away. As she speaks, she doesn't look back.]
You still have time to accept you for who you are. I suggest you don't waste any more of it.
[The feed flickers to an knocked out Saori lying down on a street, who looks rather beaten up with a bruise here and there. Strangely enough, the voice that comes on that sounds like her.]
Oh my. I was never really much of a fighter until I came here. Not to mention I've been so hesitant about fighting again. It's pathetic really. Looks like curiosity about these 'duplicate shadows' got the best of me. Oh don't worry, I wouldn't kill myself just yet. At least not until you admits I'm around.
[At the moment, the normal Saori cough and stirs awake. The phone's put down somewhere so now the Shadow that was holding it is right in standing front of her.]
W-what are you talking about?
You know very well what I mean. You are me after all. You're hesitant about things and always give up any chance of happiness for yourself. But for what? So you could be that saintly motherly person people could rely on? Fulfill obligations to your family? Like back in college when you studied abroad and your boyfriend proposed to you. You turned it down and you saw just how crushed he was.
I wasn't ready for such a heavy commitment and--
And you'll never be ready if you keep shooting down the opportunities that come to you! Hell, you won't even try to confessing your feeling to that guy!
S-shut up. You know nothing about me.
[At this point, Shadow Saori yanks her up and slams her into a wall before she could even summon her Persona for an attack. Just then, the feed cuts off.]
[Action, immediately after the video.]
Stop kidding yourself, Saori Nakagawa. It's time you admit to yourself that you can't always be the one everyone can rely on. You can't even save yourself, for crike's sake.
[The Shadow drops Saori, leaving her to slump against the wall and walks away. As she speaks, she doesn't look back.]
You still have time to accept you for who you are. I suggest you don't waste any more of it.

Re: [Action]
H-Hey, it's... Um, I'm gonna help ya, okay? [Or so he was hoping to.]
[Action]
[While the two share a quiet moment, the Shadow Saori crept her way back, behind Kaiji. Turns out she was only waiting in an nearby alley to ambush whoever saved her. She shoves Saori off and wraps her arms around his shoulders and giggles.]
Why, Kaiji, that's awfully sweet of you. I think this calls for another dinner on me, don't you think?
[Action]
I don't know what the deal is with all you creepy evil twins lately, but I've had enough of this shit already.
[Action]
Oh but we've only just begun, Kaiji. After all, you haven't met yours yet, am I right? Unless everyone accepts that we are you, we'll be here for a while. I'm just surprised you actually came to find me. To be honest, I wasn't really expecting anyone to find me.
W-what?
I mean think about it, why save someone who has little to no fighting experience when there are plenty fighters out there? It'd save everyone's time and effort, and I wouldn't feel like I'm holding someone back. Everyone knows that's the real reason why I let myself get killed during the zombie event.
[Action]
[Still trying to stay between the two, Kaiji makes a quick move to try and grab his dropped bat.]
[Action]
But would you blame me for letting myself die when it seems everyone close to you goes away forever or dies? The police weren't of any help in searching and my father and little brother are presumed dead. I still wonder what I did to deserve this. Did I go wrong somewhere with taking care of my brother? Or was it because I was envious of the fact Akira could do whatever he wanted to do? I can't even think about going beyond just friends with people only because I'm afraid I'll lose them again.
[Saori in the meantime, doesn't say a word. Was what the shadow saying true? There had been times when she felt resentment towards her brother since he was the one who was able to go out and do what he wanted while she stayed back to provide for their apartment.]
[Action]
Saori, just... Don't listen to it, okay?
[Action]
You can't always be the saint everyone looks up to, me. Bottling up your problems will solve nothing. And if you're not going to do anything concerning him...maybe I'll have him myself.
[For a second, there was genuine fear in her eyes. That was the final straw for her. Without a warning, Saori moved in and clocked her Shadow in the jaw. The Shadow staggered back and let go of Kaiji, clearly surprised.]
Keep your hands of my man! I won't lose any more people I care about like this anymore. I want to get stronger so I can protect them in anyway I can.
[Action]
PRIORITIES, ITO. PRIORITIES. He's wondering if hitting the shadow with the bat and a few lighting spells would be enough to take care of it.]
[Action]
You think you can protect and save them? Don't make me laugh. You can't even take care of yourself. You won't even acknowledge me! This whole time after Akira died, you weren't alive. You only went on living through the motions. Don't you remember feeling alive when you studied abroad? That brief moment of freedom? You can have it again but you need to stop holding yourself back!
[Saori coughs from getting suddenly winded. Strangely enough, the hands on her neck, they didn't feel like they were strangling her. The grip isn't tight to where she was choking. Weaponless, the only choice available was to summon Brigid.]
Fool, you know using Brigid on me won't do you much good. Both of us have some resistance to fire. Still I got a feeling it might hurt you more than me at this close range.
[Speaking of Persona, the Shadow summons her, an identical copy of Saori's.
Saori shut her eyes, bracing herself for the attack.]
[Action]
[Action]
Don't even think about it!
[She shoves the Shadow off of her and gets up, standing by Kaiji's side.]
Acknowledge you...? After what you just did to me? You must be joking.
You can't always say and pretend that you're alright. Our family would've wanted us to not to mourn forever and instead live out the lives they can't have now. So if you're not going to fulfill their wish, I'll do it for you!
[Action]
What the fuck is with these things? They're damned disgusting. I just want it to shut up already.
[Action]
[Saori carefully walks up to her shadow, who tenses and steps back. The original holds the other's hands and rests her forehead against hers.]
I'm sorry, me, for neglecting us. It must've been hard to keep those problems hidden. I promise I won't do it again. I won't shoulder everything by myself. I've got some wonderful people to rely on and I'll protect them in any way I can.
[The Shadow is shocked at first but smiles, tears in her eyes. She slowly begins to fade away until she's gone. Saori turns around, her own eyes tearing up.]
These copies of us, Kaiji, are manifestations of the truths we don't want to admit to ourselves. Unless we learn to accept they are true to an extent, they'll be sticking around for a while.
[Action]
They are...? I... H-Hey, are you okay?
[Action]
[She wipes the tears out of her eyes.]
I'm sorry you had to witness all of that, Kaiji. Thank you for staying here this whole time.
[Action]
Um, don't worry about it. So long as you're okay. C'mon, let's get back inside before we get the attention of any other shadows out here.
[Action]
[There's a bit of blush on her cheeks from hearing that last part, but she smiles.]
Y-yeah. I didn't use too much magic against my Shadow but I am getting a bit tired.
[Action]
[Action]
[Action]
[Action]
Shouldn't be too much of a problem to get some drinks. I know where they keep the good stuff. At the rate I keep using their kitchen, I might end up on their staff part time.
[Action]
[Except... Except there was something on his mind. Something Saori said. After a few moments of looking like he obviously wants to say something, he just finally blurts it out.]
Um. So, you told that shadow that I was, uh, "your man".
[Action] 1/???
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not yet
done!
[Her face turns bright red from the news, covers her face and turns around. Give her some time and she calms down. Well no point in hiding it since she just promised her own shadow to be more honest with herself. The blush is still there.]
I was going to tell you eventually...Kaiji, I....like you.
[She's just ready to crawl into the nearest hole and hide there forever.]
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i lied 2/3
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[OK get your act together, Ito, stop acting like high school kids, you're 23 for god's sake!
Well it's not like this really happens to him often, at least.]
Seriously? Cuz that's... cool. I-I mean, I, uh, like... you, too.
sorry new icon just seemed more appropriate
In that case, if it's alright with you maybe we could, you know...
XD no worries
We could... go out sometime.
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[She holds onto Kaiji's hand and leads the way back to the hotel.]