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[Issei is knocking on his friends' doors and giving them their gifts today. Why today? He's worried about being indisposed at Christmas.

What are his gifts? Bouquets. Each with a different kind of flower. If the door isn't answered when he knocks, he'll leave the flowers wrapped up nicely by their door with a note that reads simply "Merry Christmas. - Ryudo Issei."

His gift list:
Shirou - Lilac - first love
Diarmuid - Rose (pink) - friendship
Arturia - Orchid - beauty
Neah - Gladiolus - strength of character
Tatsuma - Daisy - innocence
Ingrid - Delphinium - boldness
Hakuno - Jasmine - grace and elegance
Allen - Aster - contentment
Kaiji - Lily (day) - enthusiasm
Kiritsugu - Holly - domestic happiness
Waver - Zinnia (mixed) - thinking of an absent friend

He hopes everyone enjoys them. He spent a while picking them out.]

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The new moon falls nearly on Christmas this year. If the full moon doesn't provide us with trouble, that's my next concern. ...It's something to think of, at least.

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I liked that job. Now I either have to find another one, get him to leave, or just kill him.

...The third option is very tempting.

Work at the library.

Arturia wouldn't be there.

[Beat.]

Wh-what I mean to say is that she took a job there alongside me and...er...i-it wouldn't be right for me to simply abandon it just because Archer is...Archer. That's all I meant. Nothing more.

Mmhm. I know that's what you meant.

...oh, don't look at me like that.

[Facepalm. Hopelessly embarrassed knight? Yep.]

You were right, are you happy? You were right and I'm an utter imbecile for allowing things to have gone so far.

Do you honestly think I'm going to lecture you for foolishness in love? I'm in love with Emiya Shirou, remember? I am king of foolishness.

My Shadow's made a terrible wreck of things. More so than I think anyone realizes just yet.

...If we're not careful, I think I might end up ruining another couple. No, I worry I may have done so anyway.

Edited 2011-12-09 11:57 (UTC)

Emiya forgives easily. Far more than he should.

Arturia's forgiveness, however, is not given so easily. At least not to herself.

...I understand. That will be more difficult and I'm afraid I have no suggestions.

I should have realized what that Shadow could do as soon as I saw his--my Noble Phantasms. If I had just been thinking straight I could have kept him away from Arturia and every other woman in this city.

I could have prevented this, and now she's suffering for my mistake. There has to be some way I can convince her she's not responsible for this.

She could talk to Grainne and realize that every woman near you makes bad decisions.

It's not so simple. I've explained to her magecraft was in effect, I've done all I can to make her realize that.

But...it's not in effect now, yet she still cares for me the same way I care for her. And that in itself are unforgivable betrayals of both Emiya and Grainne for us.

It isn't her fault and it isn't mine. But thinking this way is not something either of us can truly forgive ourselves for, even if things should reach a proper resolution. People like us value loyalty above even our own lives, and this...it's just not right, even if we can't stop it.

...I don't know, then.

...neither do I. Even I've never been in quite this kind of situation before.

I'm sorry.

It'll be fine. Considering the curse itself is broken, things are not as bad as they could be.

Yes, of course. It could be worse.

I have to admit...even after all these months it's still strange to be living without it. I could walk outside right now and hold a conversation with any ordinary human woman and not have her falling all over herself to get my attention.

It must be a good change of pace for you.

It's remarkably different. Kind of like adapting to losing an arm, although far less extreme. I suppose saying 'I rather enjoy being a normal human' might sound strange to..well, a normal human.

Believe me, I would hate your curse just as much as you do.

I never hated it. I was given difficult circumstances and did the best that I could with them--it's as simple as that.

However, I certainly wouldn't wish it on anyone else.

I have enough trouble with women I dislike finding me attractive already...

You have my sincerest sympathies.

[Even if he looks like he's trying not to laugh.]

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