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tvk2011-09-15 08:02 pm
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[Ingrid's looking uncharacteristically somber today, staring into her coffee mug as though it held the secrets of life.]
I'd always thought myself as someone who could adapt to anything. Working with the children I did, living the life I have; I thought I could handle any change. But it seems I've grown so accustomed to my routines without realizing it.
The people, places, and the things of grand significance. Those things are easy to miss when they are taken. I expected that; I was ready for that. I thought I was ready for that. But I find myself missing the small things too. The way my husband made a cup of coffee, the walk to school, reading the morning paper in the courtyard, listening to the students chatter about things that always seem so intense and important when you're young. I think I may miss those small things more than the big ones.
[She chuckles, but there's no joy in it.]
This may just be the talk of an old lady feeling her age, but indulge me so I don't feel so dramatic for this little episode. What are the things, big and small, you miss?
I'd always thought myself as someone who could adapt to anything. Working with the children I did, living the life I have; I thought I could handle any change. But it seems I've grown so accustomed to my routines without realizing it.
The people, places, and the things of grand significance. Those things are easy to miss when they are taken. I expected that; I was ready for that. I thought I was ready for that. But I find myself missing the small things too. The way my husband made a cup of coffee, the walk to school, reading the morning paper in the courtyard, listening to the students chatter about things that always seem so intense and important when you're young. I think I may miss those small things more than the big ones.
[She chuckles, but there's no joy in it.]
This may just be the talk of an old lady feeling her age, but indulge me so I don't feel so dramatic for this little episode. What are the things, big and small, you miss?

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...And it's a bit of a silly complaint, but I still haven't gotten used to how quiet the hotel is. I'm too used to the sound of waterwheels churning, I guess.
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Care to tell me what you mean by waterwheels?
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They were old though, and a bit squeaky. I dunno, I was so used to it I found it relaxing, I guess.
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I can understand that. It's the same principle as those who move from the city to the country. The bustle of city life is a calming, familiar sound to them they didn't miss until it was gone.
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Makes sense to me. We had a few people move in from Seafront a while back. Like the name implies, they've got a big body of water nearby and the loss of sound from it was distracting, apparently.
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...Say, they don't have any devices dedicated towards music and music creation, do they?
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Several things actually. Radios, those little M3Cs or whatever they're called, CDs. They've even turned instruments digital! It's all quite silly, I think.
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[A beat.] I suppose that most things follow a similar rule, in afterthought.
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Which ones do you play?
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I'm almost worried to ask how much a piano would be. Like ya said though: unless the hotel would let me leave it in the lobby I can't say I've got the room for one.
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A bit too much for me to swing at the moment, I'll say that. You may be able to find someplace that will let you use one for free or for a minimal fee.
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... That said, I can't say that it wouldn't be appreciated! It's been -- wow. Almost five years, I think.
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...Only not really. I'm not sure what you'd call it, honestly. I guess classical, folk, traditional... something like that.
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I think what I'm trying to say is the... universe? Multiverse? Whatever you want to call it. It's lazy. That's my running theory, anyway.
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