croibhristeoir: (i want to be loved)
Lancer || Diarmuid Ua Duibhne ([personal profile] croibhristeoir) wrote in [community profile] tvk2011-09-21 11:27 pm
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[Lancer didn't appear on the network himself today. Whether out of shame or cowardice, he didn't know. But today, he simply couldn't show his face. The message he sent out was short and directly to the point.]

I seem to have something of a problem today.

I would like to ask for advice, if I could. Could anyone listen for a minute?
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croibhristeoir: (tell me what it is you have in store)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
There's someone I need to distance myself from--for her sake as well as my own.

But she is persistent, and believes herself in love with me when I know it's not a genuine emotion on her part. I have done this several times before in the past, but circumstances seem to have complicated it this time.

Tell me, do you have any idea how I can turn her away and avoid hurting her?

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
It is wrong to sugar coat what you truly want to tell her, Lancer.
croibhristeoir: (don't need money with a face like that)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

But it's not her fault. It's not fair to just state things bluntly and break her heart.

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[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
How do you know that her feelings are not genuine?
croibhristeoir: (tell me what it is you have in store)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Call it experience. This happens often enough for me to recognize obsession over love.

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-23 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
I see.

... Unfortunately, the only idea that I could possibly think of is to tell her that her love is nothing more than infatuation.
croibhristeoir: (don't need money with a face like that)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think she would listen to me.
croibhristeoir: (not as brave as you were at the start)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
What exactly are you suggesting?
croibhristeoir: (tell me what it is you have in store)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-23 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't exactly force her to stay away from me.

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
My apologies.

The only idea I would assume that would work is to be blunt with her.

Regardless of what you say to her, her feelings will be hurt in the end. No matter what you say.
croibhristeoir: (don't need money with a face like that)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-24 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
...I know. I know that all too well, but I wanted to think that maybe this time could be different.
croibhristeoir: (tell me what it is you have in store)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-24 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Her name is Sola--she's my former Master's fiancee.
croibhristeoir: (don't need money with a face like that)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-24 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You have no idea.

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Did that happen to be one of the reasons your Master was suspicious of you?
croibhristeoir: (look so fine; really wanna make you mine)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-24 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
...Yes.

My reputation, I am sorry to say, is surely not the best one in this era. It can likely be said I have a history of things like this.

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She is not the only one then?
croibhristeoir: (this is how a heart breaks)

[personal profile] croibhristeoir 2011-09-24 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Unfortunately, no--just the most recent.

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
...

How many times have you perished, Lancer?

[identity profile] revivedpianist.livejournal.com 2011-09-24 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Similar experience to the second?

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